insanity starts tomorrow

Yesterday in the mail came one of the scariest things I could ever imagine. Insanity. I can honestly tell you that I am very scared of doing this. Well, more nervous than scared. And excited. It's like a mix of every emotion that you could have and I actually am really happy about that. If I didn't have those kinds of emotions for this, then I don't think that I could fully fulfill my promise to myself that I will do this for 60 days. And when you open the box, and see all the stuff, it kind of just hits you.

This doesn't look so bad...Right?

I read the booklets that came with it and I'm prepared. So, treat this as my Day 0 post. This post serves a lot of purpose for my entire 60 day trip. It'll have my starting measurements, weight and before pictures. So I'm going to apologize to all of you readers now. The pictures you will see are not the most pleasant sights. I can honestly say that I look so much better than I did over a year ago and I have lost a lot of weight to get to the point where I am now. But it's still, to me, a horrible sight. And I get that people will say "You're getting there!" or "It's not bad at all!" or "You're hot!" (my girlfriend says this one a lot). But if I'm going to really see any improvement over the next 60 days, I'm going to have to show you how it started. It's kind of liberating, showing myself without a shirt on and putting it on the internet. So we'll see how this goes.

Definitely not safe for work.

But I start tomorrow. And I think this will be a great thing for me. Now I must go. I'm starving.