i promised and failed

Back in January, I promised that this year was going to be awesome. And I can tell you that it really has been. It's now July and so much has happened in the last six months. So much. I got engaged to the most amazing person ever in Disney World. I did four half marathons in the last six months and I have 3 more to go this year, one of which is this Saturday. The next three will put me at 10 half marathons since last October, which happens to be my one year anniversary since I started running half marathons.

I've also got a new job where I'm actually treated as someone who is important. That's a huge shock to me. In the last 7 years at my previous employer. I'm seeing a therapist as well. We'll see how that goes.

But none of that are broken promises.

My failure seems to be actually using this blog. I wanted to write in it all the time and actually see if it would help me out. But I never got the nerve to do it. I never could actually sit down and come up with decent thoughts to convey to the hundreds of two followers that I have. Even now I'm having a difficult time coming up with what to write because I continue to lose focus. I honestly don't know what to really talk about. I hope that changes though. I'm going to continue to try and use this blog as a way of me to get my thoughts out there.

We'll see.